Here is What I Know

I know it's time to write a post when I can't focus on what I'm doing, because my thoughts are racing. I was trying really hard to read a book, but found myself at the end of the page not knowing what it said.

Lately, I've found myself saying things like, "during the dark time," or "now that I'm in a better place," a lot lately. (I have written about both those things in previous posts if you happened to miss them.) When I'm talking with friends or family I refer to my faithless months as the 'dark times.'  I've once again come to the obvious conclusion that, the exercise of my faith and involvement with my religion makes me a happier, better person. 

If you don't know, I am a member of a The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. The church that I attend has always been a topic that enables me to hear many different opinions. I have heard, "you are going to hell," "you aren't a Christian," I've had people tell me what I believe, and much more. I've heard of other churches holding special meetings just to let everyone know why my church is wrong. I've even heard people who aren't members of my church anymore speak very harshly about it. I normally don't engage in those conversations. But, here is my reaction: 

Living my faith and participating in my religion makes me a happier, better person.

I hope that's true for you too. No matter what religion you practice.  

There are all kinds of debates and different opinions in the world. People get really fired up about issues.There is also so much false information flying around. So and so heard something so it must be true. I heard this the other day so I'm telling everyone. Making snap judgements is so easy because of all the access we have to opinions (hah like mine!).

I don't say these things from any high horse. I've been guilty of doing those same things. 

Again, here is what I know: living my faith and participating in my religion makes me happier and makes my life more full. More full of God and the Savior, more full of love, more full of hope, more full with friends, more full of faith, more full of optimism, more full of purpose...and on and on. I have seen the same thing happen to people who practice other religions. When they are closer to the Lord, they are happier. I hope I'm getting my point across without sounding judgey. 

I think we could use a little less judgement and a little more love. I think we could extend a little more mercy to those who are just doing the best they can. If I sound like I'm on a soap box, I assure you, I'm talking to myself as well. If I've ever shared anything about my religion it's because it's made me better or happier. I don't share things to change minds or flip opinions. I don't share things to persuade others. I share things because I have found them to be true in my life. I share them because it matters to me. I'm big on sharing my feelings. Hah. 

I'm not exactly sure how to wrap this post up. I'm all out of racing thoughts. I'll just leave this right here: 

There really is power in our love for God. I have felt it in my life. I also know what it's like when I'm not allowing myself to feel it. I want to always feel it. I also hope I can better use that power to love others.

That's all.  

(Quote by M. Russell Ballard)