love them :)

You can often find Ben and Paxton just sitting outside together.

Paxton Catch Up

I am constantly taking pictures of Paxton, and it has been a while since I posted a lot of them, so here they are:

I made this hat before I had Paxton so I didn't know how big or tall to make it. The hat fits him but is way too tall. I found it in his winter stuff and had to try it on him. We were cracking up about how it looks. I decided if it was red and green it would be the perfect Christmas Elf hat.

What an adorable kid.

Here's my Pax man watching Yo Gabba Gabba one morning so I could put my makeup on. That show is pretty crazy, but it has really cool music.

Here are some cute dipey pictures:

We have known Paxton was teething for a month or so now, but these past few days have been especially cruel. He has been waking up every two hours like he did as a newborn, and he has wanted to be held all the time. I knew a tooth must be close in coming so last night I was looking and found his first tooth popping through! I knew there had to be a reason for the madness! My boy is growing up so fast :( He's already going to be 6 months!


He has also been taking a passie all of the sudden. It helps him calm down and even fall asleep. I have kind of been wondering who this child is and what he did with my Paxton!

Teething is no fun, but most of the time he is still my fun, sweet Paxton. I feel so lucky to be his mommy.

Nakey Bum

Some day Paxton will be mad at me for posting these.

However, I think he will agree that he had a nice tush.

:) Cutest thing ever.

"Ummm, excuse me!"

oh. it is love...

My New Activity

MALL WALKING!

(Ok, I definitely do NOT wear heels while I walk. I am usually looking pretty trashy in my work out clothes with no makeup on!)

I must admit that when I heard about mall walking before I could only picture really old people arm pumping while wearing sweat bands. However, ever since I had Paxton I have had a secret desire to mall walk. Conveniently, I was talking to a new friend at church one day and she informed me that she really enjoyed mall walking. I naturally invited myself so I could see what it was like, and we started going daily last week. And here is why I have decided I love it:

1. It's an inside form of exercise. We aren't in the blazing heat when we go.

2. Paxton can go with me! I take Paxton with me in his stroller, and he just plays with toys and looks around the whole time.

3. We go earlier than Paxton and I were used to waking up so it creates a really fantastic schedule for the rest of the day. Instead of sleeping in, we get up, walk, and then he comes home ready for an afternoon nap. He also goes to bed at night earlier. It just makes our day run very smoothly.

4. My friend and I just talk the entire time so it goes by so fast.

5. We walk for a whole hour which is more cardio than I used to do at the gym.

6. And my friend expects me to go. This is really great for the days I just have no desire to get out of bed. I know she is depending on me, so I get up and go anyway.

I think we are just going to go Mon-Thur every week so that we don't burn ourselves out. I must admit I am really liking it. Exercise has always been very important to me, and so this gives me a new, enjoyable way to workout. Yay for mall walking!

PS- I promise I don't arm pump. haha.

Jet Jammies!

I bought these Old Navy PJs for Paxton while I was pregnant,

and they are his size now. Man, do they look cute on him!

JET JAMMIES!!

BOWS!

When I was in Arizona with my cousins, I got the itch to make bows. I am not sure why I feel the need to make them considering I have a little boy...however, I always need a project in my life. AND It just so happens that I have an adorable niece, Cosette, who can wear bows! Therefore, I have been experimenting with different things, and here are the pictures of what I have come up with so far!

Lesla (my sister-in-law) and I decided that Cosette needed a Texas Tech bow for football season. We have very similar taste so I figured that she would appreciate the materials I picked out, and she ended up loving the end result!

Here is a bow I made for a specific outfit. Lesla told me she is going to put her order in everyday now for a bow. haha.

Cosette was wearing this new outfit today, and I discovered I had all the stuff to make a matching bow. Here is what I came up with...

Isn't she just so cute??

I had a lot of fun making bows. I keep getting new ideas for them. It's a fun little project for me!

Beautiful Baby Boy (4 month pics)

Happy, Fun, Playful, Smart, Funny, Curious

And all this at only 4 months :)

Pax Man update

Well my little boy is growing up :(

At his 4 month appointment he was 95th % for height and 90th % for weight, and in 5 days he will be 5 months. Wow. Time flies when you are having fun! haha.

Here are some random pictures I have taken of him lately.

Here's my happy boy looking good before church.

Here he is about to smile...haha.

He fell asleep in the boppy the other night which hasn't happened since he was a little baby. Can you see his little belly button?

This was the look on his face when he woke up, lol. Notice he still has milk on his mouth.

"What the heck mom?"

I finally caught a picture of him sucking his thumb! This is a pretty new occurrence, and I wasn't able to catch a picture of it until recently. Now he has his thumb in his mouth in every picture. haha.

You've been caught Paxton! :)

This picture was right after bath time. He was being so funny.

And these last two pictures I took after I let my parents watch Paxton a while back. I came to get him, he was sitting on their bed, and my Dad was making different hats out of his blanket. I can't remember which one my Dad said this was, but it had me laughing pretty hard. My Dad used to do this to us when we were little.

"Pa, you're a nerd."

Paxton is so much fun. What a great addition he has been to our family. He is growing up too fast though. I can't even believe that next month he will be 6 months!!! Crazy.

Yep, I am a stay at home mom!

“The ability and willingness properly to rear children, the gift to love, and eagerness … to express it in soul development, make motherhood the noblest office or calling in the world. She who can paint a masterpiece or write a book that will influence millions deserves the admiration and the plaudits of mankind; but she who rears successfully a family of healthy, beautiful sons and daughters, whose influence will be felt through generations to come, … deserves the highest honor that man can give, and the choicest blessings of God”
-David O. McKay

Lately I have received many comments/questions about me being a "stay at home" mom. Now, most of these people don't read my blog, but I really just want to let my feelings be known on the subject. While talking with one person they asked, "So you went to nursing school and worked so hard to get that education, and now you aren't working?...That seems like a waste of knowledge..... What do you do all day??" I also frequently get the question,"When are you going back to work?" Some brave soul even dared to say "Well if you actually had a job..." So let me clear it up.

1. Yep, I am a stay at home mom.

2. What could possibly be more important than raising one of God's children??

3. I feel like the most important role we can possibly have as women is to be a mom.

4. What do I do all day? Take care of my precious baby, our home, and my husband.

5. As far as me having a job, I do. My job right now is to raise another human being to live a full and happy life. You try it. It's not easy.

6. I am not going back to work. If I happen to work once a month I will do that when my husband is not at work. I will do that to keep my nursing license because ,yes, I worked my tush off to get it.

7. I have given up my full time nursing career to stay at home, and so that is what I will do. Take care of my baby, and that is honestly a FULL time job. I don't get weekends off.

8. I went to school so that I could have knowledge. Something that is very important for everyone to have. That knowledge will stay with me, and make my life more full. It doesn't disappear because I had a kid.

9. There is nothing in this world I would rather be doing than being there for my little Paxton.

10. A mother is potentially the biggest influence on the lives of her children. Why would I not want to work my butt off to be a great influence??

11. Paxton is my number one priority, and I make no apologies for that.

12. Ben is a wonderful father who has made it possible (by working so very hard) for me to stay at home with Paxton. For that I am so thankful to him.

A family is the most important thing in this world. Ben and I have just started ours, but I guarantee you that I will continue to work on making ours stronger and better. Some people just don't seem to realize how important that is. Now, for any working moms out there, I am definitely not saying you have made the wrong choice. That is up to you and your family. I am simply saying that I have chosen to stay at home with my children in order to be a full time mom, and there is nothing more important to me than that. So there you have it. Stop trying to make me feel bad about that or guilty that I don't get payed for my job, because I won't.

"Cherish that role that is so uniquely yours and for which heaven itself sends angels to watch over you and your little ones....Mothers, we acknowledge and esteem your faith in every footstep. Please know that it is worth it then, now, and forever....The very fact that you have been given such a responsibility is everlasting evidence of the trust your Father in Heaven has in you."
-Jeffrey R. Holland

“Motherhood is the greatest potential influence either for good or ill in human life. The mother’s image is the first that stamps itself on the … young child’s mind. It is her caress that first awakens a sense of security; her kiss, the first realization of affection; her sympathy and tenderness, the first assurance that there is love in the world”
-David O. McKay

Women

We recently had a church meeting where this talk by Renata Forste was shown. It was so entertaining I just HAD to share it with everyone! There are some very great points in this video about how women can be too hard on themselve. She talks about how we as women, should build eachother up, not tear eachother down. This life can get pretty hard, and so we need to be there for one another instead of judging and picking at others' flaws. It is such a wonderful talk. I set it to start 12 minutes in (when it starts getting funny), but if you have time I seriously suggest you watch it all. ENJOY!

“Sisters, we have got to lock arms and change the conversation. We need to come together and counter the negative and defeating messages that the world bombards us with daily. We need to strengthen, lift, praise, encourage, and sustain one another in all of our righteous endeavors. We need to envelope our young women with messages of strength, hope, and courage – empowering them against social expectations that corrupt their divine nature and devalue their individual worth.”

-Renata Forste